DAY 2

Last night I came home and had my last shake of the evening, while the kids made themselves grilled cheese, ham, n egg sandwiches....gosh, I wanted one soooo bad!  "Snack on water!" I can hear my friend, Oz's, voice yelling in my head so I went upstairs to drink my shake.
I apologized to the kids and felt realllly bad that I couldn't suck it up to be down there with them.  They all understood and said "It's okay Mom, we know. . you're on a DIIIIEEEETT" hahaha I love them!  My oldest son cooked, while the lil two packed their lunches for school.  I'm so blessed to have such great kids <3
I went to sleep as fast as I could because I didn't want to think about food..zzzzz  (I woke up 3x at night to pee by he way)

This morning I woke with a bad headache and serious doubt in my mind if I can really do this.  Am I going through withdrawals or am I judt being dramatic??  I don't know, but I got up and drove the kids to school.  Came home at about 810a and had my first shake.  It's about 45 mins later and I'm feeling somewhat better.  I am so grateful that I have a job that's flexible and allows me to stay home a lil longer because I'm being a baby about my weight loss program :-/  Wish me luck today!

I suppose I should get up and get read for work. . . I'm hoping to have a good day :)